February 19, 2009 - I'll Take Care of You

February 19, 2009

For the last several weeks this song has been my all time favorite. I am listening to it almost 3 times in a day. That is how am I engrossed with this Steven Curtis Chapman song. Today I feel so so and so down. I felt so bored with my life. I am thinking so deep of where I am going to. I cant find an answer. I am thinking towards where I am leading to - marriage, single blessedness or what? My career towards where MTC, work abroad, or another company again Where? Oh my God I really dont know!

I decided to take a walk at UP after my office work. As I am walking along I almost cry because I cant find an answer. I am thinking what is going on with me? Is this due to hormonal change because in the coming days I will be having my period? Is this a real feeling that I have to bear because I am getting more mature in life? I really dont know.

While walking and listening to my selection of songs on my phone, this song reminds me that someone will take care of me. At first I am asking myself who, is it my siblings .... ooppps not much they have their own problems to bear, is it my friends.... oppps wrong maybe a little, is it my officemates ..... oooppps not again, is it my bf ..... oooopppps not really a good guess. Then something pops out of my mind, a promise that I will never forsaken especially at the saddest times of my life. A commitment that He will take care of me and He will swept away all my worries and fears. Tears flowed from my eyes because it says that "I will say it once more" its a reminder for me. Once in my life I felt that I am alone. He proved that I am not. Several years back I was dumped He lift me up. He carries me. He takes care of me.

At the end of my walk I feel better. I got an assurance that someone will take care of me. Someone will carry me, someone will love me and that someone is JESUS!

I'll take care of you
Don't be sad, don't be blue
I'll never break your heart in two
I'll take care of you
I'll kiss your tears away
I'll end your lonely days
All that I'm really tryin' to say
Is I'll take care of you

I want you to know that I love you so
I'm proud to tell the world you're mine
I said it before, I'll say it once more
You'll be in my heart 'til the end of time

I'll take care of you
Don't be sad, don't be blue
Just count on me your whole life through
'Cause I'll take care of you

If you want to listen to this song please click this link - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X4rxUnahSnc