Thursday, August 7, 2008

August 8, 2007 to August 8, 2008 --- Looking Back

What seems to be the significance of 8-08-08? To some they said that this date is a lucky date because of lucky number 8 as simple as it is.For me its a day of looking back one year ago, the feelings, the struggles, the fears but now all of those were gone. Whats left is the FAITH, the FAITH TO GOD that HE IS IN CHARGE.

I usually write my prayers, my emotions and my fears. This day I opened by little black colored notes where i put in writing my feelings one year back.

August 8, 2007

Summary: Thanking God for all the blessings that I received. Pleading HIM to give me a trusting heart. One year back was as I am always saying the most dreaded times of my life. February 2, 2007 when my Mama died. Recovering from a lost parent is not easy for me. I remember almost everyday of tears, every minute of pain, every second of waiting. Waiting for the wound to be healed. Professional aspect was down ,unstable company, key personnels were resigning, friends are moving out - no where to found, arguements with my siblings what else you ask for. Its really the darkest times of my life.

Thank God for giving me the hope. Thank God for giving me comfort. Thank God for the love of life that in my darkest days He never left me. He carried me and never let me go alone.

August 8, 2008

Again my gratitude to my God, a year has passed and still I am standing still. Holding on with my FAITH. God is real God. God is a good GOD. Once my life has been miserable but the promise that there is light at the end of the tunnel is TRUE. Now, inspite of all hardships financially and emotionally with conviction I can say that I can do everything I can conquer anything because I am with my God.

Time passes but the FAITH remains.

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